Inner Psyche Pondering

There have been times in my life when I've seriously considered experiencing solitude. Solitude is to be alone; to live in seclusion; to feel alone and isolated, to mention a couple of definitions. The 'solitude' I search for is to be with myself, my cat and my dog with limited to no human interaction. To set the scene for my diatribe I affirm and put to the side that I would need to be away from cities and towns and hamlets and the like. That is not the exact type of 'solitude' I am desiring.
There comes a time when I need to be relieved of any human contact. The energies and emotions that each individual human has is not that much different then my own, but I do not control any other person in any aspect of any kind of their living. I do have that responsibility to my own self and to my own self I must and will be true and honest! I therefore need to draw back and re-ground my own soul. Yes, I do have some limits. I am still invincible but I still need to re-energize and devote time to my own psyche.
I have been working in the nursing field for over 30 years. I am a man that is able to help heal and regenerate and have been doing this since I was a child....I am sure and secure in my abilities and know that I am That Individual Others Come To........ ! I have attained a new locale and the mileage from my dear friends is a bit more than ever before. That distance also applies to my associates those that visit rarely. This is providing me with a sort of 'solitude'. It is quite restive and fun. My creativity is ripening to a feverish fervor that I will be exploding with very soon! With less distractions I am able to maintain my frame of mind and where my thoughts are going and from where they have come. My "little boy" is having time to play and explore and learn more so that "he" may come back to me and tell me what "he's" discovered and possibly how I might be able to utilize "his" know-how for my growth and enjoyment. This is just a small quick tittle I've been pondering for the past couple of days and my delightful solitude here in Rainbow Villa One, the Home of Love! I have so Spoken! ZaZa V Liebchen

What's happening now........

Today is the 29th of November in the year 2o1o a.d.e.. My younger sister, Melena/Leni, is celebrating the anniversary of her very first day on this planet we call Earth! for the 48th chronological time. I send her my love and cheer her longevity to continue! She is 1 year 21 days younger than I! But I am still "16"! `;^}~ This days weather and energy has been invigorating for me. Cloudy skies, a slight wind and the temperature in the upper 30s-lower 40s. I travelled to downtown Portland via MAX (inner-city public transit train system) for lunch @ a Chinese food restaurant....it was very good and satisfying. I then walked to my old apartment complex to visit a friend and attempt to set up an appointment with another friend there to help me hang my mirrors in my new home! That has not yet occurred. I have been very relaxed and energized by my move to a new home. The energy is more creative and much less resented........and I am in a more remote area of this city that does not have the "creative" scene like NW Portland is reputed to have!........Go Figure!?! Rainbow Villa One, the Home of Love is coming together nicely. I do wish for it to be done, but I must be patient and I truly can not do too much in the adorning of my walls without the mirrors and shelves up! I do have all of the major pieces of furniture in place and I do unpack at least one box a day. The main book shelf is filling up. The upper 3 shelves are not full yet.....I've not gotten to those boxes. I have 4 of my art pieces on the walls. The bathroom has no extra mirrors needing to be installed and I have been able to put up the shelf that holds the shells, bones, coral, photos, candles, fish hook, glass bottle & rubber duckies! I just set up the first of the fountains........I set up the one in the bedroom. I don't know why it took me this long to do it, oh well, it is now running and much appreciated. I did a basic first arrangement of the bedroom this afternoon ---- I like it so far. Now, I am going to take you on a trip through my conscience consciousness. Sit back, relax, adjust your body support paraphernalia and get ready for THE MIND OF ZAZA V LIEBCHEN in full competency.............................................................
In my thoughts, as I pondered my life and where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do, around this time last year/beginning of this year, I had considered moving to a new abode. I began a relationship, of sorts, with a man in Santiago, Chile. A nice man, a man that does not know himself enough to stand up and be himself as he is in his person, but still a nice man and really rather hot and handsome! Oooolahlah, mon ami! That is in limbo at this time and I'm not worried and I live as I do. The Universe (my perception about personally un-controlled 'chance' or the movement of energy as is known by science today) has presented me with various situations that have directed me to relocate to a much more inducible environment for my life progression. In this process I have learned more of myself in relating to other human beings and observing them in action and talk.
As I begin this new establishing of my personal domain; as I un-pack a re-arrange my physical 'stuff' I recall the stories behind each piece of chachkis/chach/knick-knacks. I am presented with Me, the development of my Person, the small nuances and how they came about. And I go a bit deeper........
........This is My Dance! How I dance is of no ones concern but my own. I know my rhythm, I know my timing, I know my existence! Millions of people will see me and some of them will dance with me and every single one of them will be moved! I am critiqued by all, myself included, and not a one of you will know what I need do next! So I Keep on Dancing My particular step and I Do Know Where I am headed. If ever I have a question or am in need of a recollection I just look at where I've been....and I have actual physical displays to show me where I've been and what I've encountered. As I traverse this life path I've chosen and created I enlist the assistance of all that are willing to lend........this usually means in the soul-ful sense........and from the combination of the individual uniqueness of each one I perceive I am able to bring into manifestation the energy I have woven for my comfort and my environment. And upon this weaving with the unique 'warp' I have threaded I create a "space" that is Love. The comfort is felt by all. IF YOU CARE TO TAKE A SPIN IN A DANCE....TAKE MY HAND AND SAIL THE UNIVERSE WITH ME! LET'S EXPLORE, PLAY, LEARN, GROW AND CREATE FOR OUR BETTERMENT!
I HAVE SO SPOKEN! ZAZA V LIEBCHEN........FaerieQueerQueenAngel, Psychedelic Flashback, Baron of Light & Love

Google

Google Oh, tis been a grand day in my world today and especially since November 15, 2010! On that day I moved in to my new humble home, Rainbow Villa One, the Home of Love, in its beginning space! The energy here is something I've not felt for over 30 years....it is warm, 'forest-y', quiet & relaxed. The traffic is not heard nor felt through the ground. The noise from neighbors is not heard et (and) the aroma (even if I can't smell I know it's there!) of cannabis is fragrantly wafting through the air on property all around! Oh, yes, tis been a grand day for me!
The process of relocating and restructuring ones cavern does not happen over-night. The years that precede this move are set securely so the framework of the setting up is not the challenge. The challenge resides within the prescience of where items/objects are to be arranged. I have the basic big items in place et now comes the unpacking of the treasures that reside and rebound within my cavern, my glass house. There are some physical structural conditions I must address as I place stuff on the ceiling and the walls....I need various anchors & molly's to hold the screws in as the stuff is hanging from either locale! Mysty, my cat, et Loosy, my dog, are loving this home....even though I do not have everything unpacked, really only about 1/5 is done, the Girls are feeling the good energy and the Faerie Folk and Dragons have been invited in to Rainbow Villa One, the Home of Love and have made their presence known! This is a great project for me to play with. I have a private backyard and the joy and fun I will entertain to produce will be expoundingly lovingly produced! Til later, I am off to talk with the Dream World................................................ZaZa

The World According to ZaZa V Liebchen: Through all of my trials and tribulations in life ...

The World According to ZaZa V Liebchen: Through all of my trials and tribulations in life ...: "Through all of my trials and tribulations in life I still stand by what I feel and I am in absolute agreement with the following stated poi..."

Through all of my trials and tribulations in life I still stand by what I feel and I am in absolute agreement with the following stated point of view: This is "Ingersoll's Vow":
"When I became convinced that the Universe is natural-----that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light and all the bolts and bars and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world-----not even in infinite space. I was free-----free to think, to express my thoughts-----free to live to my own ideal-----free to live for myself and those I loved-----free to use all my faculties, all my senses-----free to spread imagination's wings-----free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope-----free to judge and determine for myself-----free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the 'inspired' books that savages have produced and all the barbarous legends of the past-----free from popes and priests-----free from all the 'called' and 'set apart'-----free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies-----free from devils, ghosts and gods. For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of thought-----no air, no space where fancy could not spread her painted wings-----no chains for my limbs-----no lashes for my back-----no fires for my flesh-----no master's frown or threat-----no following another's steps-----no need to bow, cringe, crawl or utter lying words. I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously faced all worlds.
And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain--------for the freedom of labor and thought-----to those who fell in the fierce fields of war, to those who died in dungeons bound with chains-----to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs-----to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn-----to those by fire consumed-----to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men. And then I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still." Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899)
Mr. Ingersoll was a lawyer and was around and practicing during the Civil War! This is the truth to all for all! This is how I live my life........it is not easy but I am very comfortable with my stance and ideals! Read and look within yourself to see if you believe this of your own self, too! Love and revelation to you all! ZaZa V Liebchen the Baron of Light & Love; the FaerieQueerQueenAngel; the Psychedelic Flashback! mwah mwah & hugs aplenty!

The World According to ZaZa V Liebchen: Greetings to one and all! It is the day a...

The World According to ZaZa V Liebchen: Greetings to one and all! It is the day a...: "Greetings to one and all! It is the day after I was supposed to have vacated my home based upon trumped up charges that have been c..."

Greetings to one and all! It is the day after I was supposed to have vacated my home based upon trumped up charges that have been called harrassment by more than one lawyer....I have looked up the law here in the state of Oregon with the help of my dear friend, George, and found out that there is much more they will have to do to get me out and it will involve going to court! Funny thing is that what they have done so far is totally out of sync with the law! Hhhmmmm, you think there could be a good case for me to go forward on a harrassment suit?! I think my chances are much better now that I know a bit more of the law and how it is to work! GSL Properties has screwed themselves over on their own letterhead! I do love life when the wrongful are held accountable! Til later to you all! Love, ZaZa V Liebchen from Rainbow Villa One, the Home of Love! mwah mwah mwah