Inner Psyche Pondering

There have been times in my life when I've seriously considered experiencing solitude. Solitude is to be alone; to live in seclusion; to feel alone and isolated, to mention a couple of definitions. The 'solitude' I search for is to be with myself, my cat and my dog with limited to no human interaction. To set the scene for my diatribe I affirm and put to the side that I would need to be away from cities and towns and hamlets and the like. That is not the exact type of 'solitude' I am desiring.
There comes a time when I need to be relieved of any human contact. The energies and emotions that each individual human has is not that much different then my own, but I do not control any other person in any aspect of any kind of their living. I do have that responsibility to my own self and to my own self I must and will be true and honest! I therefore need to draw back and re-ground my own soul. Yes, I do have some limits. I am still invincible but I still need to re-energize and devote time to my own psyche.
I have been working in the nursing field for over 30 years. I am a man that is able to help heal and regenerate and have been doing this since I was a child....I am sure and secure in my abilities and know that I am That Individual Others Come To........ ! I have attained a new locale and the mileage from my dear friends is a bit more than ever before. That distance also applies to my associates those that visit rarely. This is providing me with a sort of 'solitude'. It is quite restive and fun. My creativity is ripening to a feverish fervor that I will be exploding with very soon! With less distractions I am able to maintain my frame of mind and where my thoughts are going and from where they have come. My "little boy" is having time to play and explore and learn more so that "he" may come back to me and tell me what "he's" discovered and possibly how I might be able to utilize "his" know-how for my growth and enjoyment. This is just a small quick tittle I've been pondering for the past couple of days and my delightful solitude here in Rainbow Villa One, the Home of Love! I have so Spoken! ZaZa V Liebchen